Who: -Taylor -Carson -Maddie
Questions:
1.What are your thought patterns on a good day?
2a.What makes it a good day?
2b.What makes it a bad day?
3.Why do you think you see yourself as you do?
Taylor:
1.Generally speaking I don't look at myself in a good way. Basically ever, you can call it learned helplessness or whatever fancy psychology term you'd like, but its hard to function, hard to wake up, to find motivation to keep going. So no, my thought patterns are not adequate as a high school girl. They are far from.
2a. When I feel I have accomplished something that makes others happy. I thrive off of other peoples happiness, not really my own.
2b.When I have to go through Eastview High schools halls and hear bull shit talked about me, others, and then have to evaluate my life based on others perceptions and opinions. Not exactly a good day. Add some stress and a little rude gestures here and there, and life feels like its slipping through my fingers.
3. Mental disorders, learned helplessness, others feeling conformity is the only way they will ever accept people.
Carson:
1.I feel awesome on good days. I feel confident and strong in myself. I feel as if i can do anything I set my mind to.
2a.A conscience change from a negative to a positive attitude. Positive events help, but its an attitude change.
2b.Stress from friends, school...etc. When I feel sick of can't seem to change my attitude.
3.I'm not sure exactly. I believe its because no one can tell me who i am, I'm the only one who can affect the image of myself.
Maddie:
1.Worrying about everything, checking up on my looks, feeling flawless almost never, quietness.
2a.Compliments and comments, stares, believing that I look good, having confidence.
2b.Someone makes a sketchy comment, someone who is glaring at me, being put down behind my back, other girls talking, saying something stupid.
3.I have never has particularly liked myself. Probably because of the way I act. It has gotten worse recently being in a relationship with someone who I feel I need to compare too. I feel not good enough for him. Its harder with the pressure of society and peers.
Taylor:
1.Generally speaking I don't look at myself in a good way. Basically ever, you can call it learned helplessness or whatever fancy psychology term you'd like, but its hard to function, hard to wake up, to find motivation to keep going. So no, my thought patterns are not adequate as a high school girl. They are far from.
2a. When I feel I have accomplished something that makes others happy. I thrive off of other peoples happiness, not really my own.
2b.When I have to go through Eastview High schools halls and hear bull shit talked about me, others, and then have to evaluate my life based on others perceptions and opinions. Not exactly a good day. Add some stress and a little rude gestures here and there, and life feels like its slipping through my fingers.
3. Mental disorders, learned helplessness, others feeling conformity is the only way they will ever accept people.
Carson:
1.I feel awesome on good days. I feel confident and strong in myself. I feel as if i can do anything I set my mind to.
2a.A conscience change from a negative to a positive attitude. Positive events help, but its an attitude change.
2b.Stress from friends, school...etc. When I feel sick of can't seem to change my attitude.
3.I'm not sure exactly. I believe its because no one can tell me who i am, I'm the only one who can affect the image of myself.
Maddie:
1.Worrying about everything, checking up on my looks, feeling flawless almost never, quietness.
2a.Compliments and comments, stares, believing that I look good, having confidence.
2b.Someone makes a sketchy comment, someone who is glaring at me, being put down behind my back, other girls talking, saying something stupid.
3.I have never has particularly liked myself. Probably because of the way I act. It has gotten worse recently being in a relationship with someone who I feel I need to compare too. I feel not good enough for him. Its harder with the pressure of society and peers.
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